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Name: Natalie
Birthday: 6/9/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Jesus - my AMAZING friends - music of any kind - playing saxophone - playing piano - colorguard stuff - playing pool - sleeping - conversations that provoke thought - church - the rain - the stars - going to parks - coffee shops - owasso - shopping - soccer - football games - cuddeling -
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  tgrkuty07
Member Since:
8/22/2004
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| I dont know why im updating. Xanga is gone, but oh well..im bored.
School sucks. I dont like it at all. Im not enjoying the waking up early thing. I dont like algebra III.
Peer tutoring & spanish are alright. Band & English are ok. I CANT WAIT TO GET OUT OF HERE THOUGH!
Umm,
im sick now.
& it sucks.
I hate this stuffy nose/fever/sore throat thing.
I dont think im gonna go to school tomorrow. Or if I do, im for sure gonna sleep in.
Wednesday night's at church are starting back up. Im singing in the youth praise band. It will be great fun! I hope... =)It just wont be the same without AJ.
So thats it.
School stinks.
But God is good.
The end.
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| Xanga is completley dead...but oh well, im gonna update anyway.
School started. It's ok. I don't like the whole waking up early thing, but i guess i'll get use to it soon. Im excited this is my last year. Everybody says it will fly by. People tell me not to wish it away. But man, I can't wait to get it over with! Im ready to leave! I've been thinking about college a lot lately. Im almost 100% positive im either going to go to OBU or TCU. I'd much rather go to TCU though. I've talked to some friends that go there, & it sounds great! I've seen the campus, & it's beautiful! It's in the Dalls/Fort Forth area, & that would be a nice place to live. I don't want to be in the country or anything. Im more of a city girl. & TCU offers the things im interested in. So im thinking i will probably go there. It just depends on getting accepted or not. lol. =)
Im thinking about quitting band. Which is bad, I know. I've worked hard for it, but I want to take psychology so bad. Im planning on majoring in it, so I think it would be good for me to go ahead & take a little 'preview course' or whatever you would call it. Im praying about this situation. I just dont know what to do! I love band, but Im not planning on playing the rest of my life. Psychology is something I really want to do. I dont know. Im so confused...HELP!
So, AJ is gone now. Church will just not be the same. I will miss him incrediablly & I know everyone else will too. But, I guess this is just a challenge. I must step up & be a leader. I must reach out to the students my age, & the students younger than me. Im praying that the Lord will help me & give me an incrediable love for our youth. Cause right now, I wouldn't say I have that. lol. But, this Wednesday night are praise band tryouts. Im not the best of a singer, but I do know that if I offer what I have to the Lord, He will use it, & He will bless it.
Well, if anyone reads this, THANKS! haha...hope everyone is enjoying school so far. Ha...
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| So xanga is dead & i know probably no one will read this but, I must get it out.
For some reason ive been thinking about marriage a lot lately. Why? I dont know. Dont ask me.
I know Jesus is all I need.
I know im just a senior in high school.
But im serious.
I was reading in Ephesians today about husbands & wifes.
Ephesians 5:22-33. "Wives, submit to your husbands as to the Lord. For the husband is the head of the wife as Christ is the head of the church, his body, of which he is the Savior. Now as the church submits to Christ, so also wives should submit to their husbands in everything. Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her to make her holy, cleanising her by the washing with water through the word, and to present her to himself as a radient church, without stain or wrinkle or any other blemish, but holy and blameless. In this same way, husbands ought to love their wives as their own bodies. He who loves his wife loves himself. After all, no one ever hated his own body, but he feeds and cares for it, just as Christ does the church. For we are members of his body. For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will be come one flesh. This is a profound mystery, but I am talking about Christ and the church. However, each one of you also must love his wife as he loves himself, and the wife must respect her husband."
Man.
I wish someone would love me like that. I wish someone would treat me like that.
& before anyone goes into.." well Jesus loves you like that. He loves you more than you can imagine.." I know all that. I know. I know. I know!
But I want someone.
Im young.
I know that.
Man, ive got to learn patience. Ive got to learn self control.
Pray for me guys.
I know He has that special guy out there,
Im just having a hard time waiting for Him.
Being single isn't always fun.... | | |
| Xanga is old.
i love myspace.
Let's see...
God is good.
Ive been to Falls Creek.
God has called me to ministry.
Ive been to mission ba.
I laid sod by a volleyball court.
I worked at VBS.
I locked my keys in my car for the first time ever.
Im getting ready to go to Texas in a couple of weeks for the Rangers vs Yankees game & Six Flags.
I have a certain guy on my mind.
Thats it.
Comment.
Please.
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| I can't even put into words how amazing Mexico was.
No van trouble...at all! It only took about 4 hours to cross the border. (2on the way there & 2 on the way back.)
It was extremely hot! It got to 114 degrees one day! But God was sooo good to us! It rained every night! It NEVER does that in Mexico! They said this was the most rain they have had in 12 years! How awesome is our God?
The drama went very well. Everyone did wonderful! We kept positive attitudes & no one got sick!
The place we stayed in was amazing!! It had air condition! (Which is VERY rare in Mexico!) The only aquward thing was that we couldn't flush our toilet paper & we couldn't drink their water. I brushed my teeth with a water bottle every morning!
I met the most wonderful people on the planet! The people at the church we worked with were very kind, & I made tons of new friends!
Best of all........116 salvations!!!!!!!!!!!
GOD IS SO GOOD!!!!!!!!!!
I think God is calling me to do more for Him. While i was down there, He just gave me this incrediable passion for the Mexican people. Maybe He's calling me to go. Just go Natalie. I feel like that is what He is saying. Im not quite sure yet so please pray for me. Pray that God would reveal Himself to me & reveal what it is He is calling me to do for Him & for His kingdom.
I will post pics soon!
<3
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